Finding the love of my life

I'm a hopeless romantic...I don't come across as one but God do I love a good romance. I'm one of those girls that believe that every one, man or woman deserves to be swept off their feet. I refuse to not believe that love exists. Yes I am that girl. Finding the love of my life has been the hardest part of my life....I'm quite young but jeez I'm tired as hell of meeting all these losers and knowing that there is absolutely no future there....I don't like to waste my time or anybody's for that matter.

How can you be the love of my life if you are not willing to spoil me? Can't send me gaddamn flowers on Valentine's day. Are you kidding? I am in my very early twenties and I have an extremely good job with a rewarding pay...I don't understand why that should matter tho....Imagine going on a vacation with my boyfriend and he is expecting me to bring half of the money...what the fuck is that? and you will still fuck me when we get there o...which kind of highness is that?

I want to be swept off my feet by someone. I want to fall in love..you know that type of I can't breathe without you love, you control me love, my every feeling is controlled by the look on your face type of love...I believe it's out there and I am going to find it without settling. There are three things in life you should not settle on when it comes to relationships..for me at least. Sex, Money, Love.....Those three things work hand in hand in my opinion at least.

I've kind of rambled around this post but whatever, I need some place to pour my heart out...it doesn't have to make sense to you...but I get it..whatever that means.....lol

FineBabe